Always fighting back the urge to disappear quietly, one social outing can leave me drained for weeks, one comment, one sideways look - and then I seem to fall off the edge of the earth. I think how easy it would be to submerge myself into anonymity, stop promoting my books, stop going outside. Just sink down into myself, and dream like the last breath.
Little Carlos doodle. It’s just something he says but I always found his “A scientist is self sufficient” and “A scientist is always fine” to be pretty lonely.
WHEN YOU MEET: “You’re such a precious, beautiful wild child. I love the way that you roar through the night like machine gun fire. I adore the excitement that you bring to my life, your independence, and even your neuroses. I just love the sum of everything that makes you what you are..
WHEN YOU’RE DATING: “Woah, woah, woah, calm down. Why are you acting so crazy? Why can’t you respect MY feelings?”